Monday, September 18, 2006

Breaking the shackles

Life begins and as you grow up, you develop dreams and like everyone even I did. I used to love looking at the stars and hoping one day I'll be between them , really wanted to be an astronaut. And as I grew my aspirations sometimes grew and sometimes they changed. At one point of time I really wanted to be a cricket or a football star! I guess till a certain age one does not see his career option or what he wants to be in terms of money (though being a cricket star would earned me pots of money!) , instead one sees what he wants to do. But as one grows up he starts to see things differently and slowly he becomes a part of the rat race. And even before one realizes that, its already too late. He or she is already burdened with so many responsibilities that it's impossible to get away.

Now when I look back at my life I realise that I am not so different , going through school and engineering and taking up a job in the software sector. I sit here all day in front of the computer and punch keys in the keyboard! ...Is this what life is about? I am not suggesting that I have a bad job, I am luckier than many to get a job like this. But at the end of the day it does not give me any satisfaction. And the worst part about this is that now my mind cannot branch out in any direction it wishes, because it has been stereotyped through the years to think in a defined manner which the society has preached. I no longer possess the imagination I had when I was a kid.

I just don't want to sit here and crib. Instead am hoping and trying to gain enough energy to cut across this defined path and drop the dogmas taught to me by society. I hope I am successful.

I also want to ask you all, whether you are all happy and satisfied in doing what you are? Or you are also hoping to break free? And if you are then what is stopping you? There is just one life and one is not just supposed to live it as a compromise or in a state where one is working for a better tomorrow and compromising the present. Just think what if that tomorrow never comes?

5 comments:

pappu pager said...

delete karde.galti si ho gaya tha.was checking sumthing

karishma said...

i really liked this blog... was sitting in office getting bored n thought of going thru ur blogspot... i totally agree with wit what uve written... but u know wat... we all ahve dreams n we all have the oppurtuninty to fulfill them... where we lose out is not the fact that we are burdened with responsibilties... but the fact that we don't have the courage.. we always wanna take the easy way out.... be secure... we're not willin to take risks... n the day we can do that... we'll break all shackles!!

Anonymous said...

"I dream of a better tomorrow , where the chickens can cross the road without having their motives questioned..."

Vivek said...

The astronaut thing,... I wanted to be Neil Armstrong too! and the name was s o cool..

A friend and I discussed the long and short of it... As you said there is nothing wrong with your job or mine...
But I don't get it, what is so demeaning about just punching keys... Looked at in a different way, what do astronauts do.. pull levers.. agreed their office is way cooler than yours.. but so what..?

Can the world do without software engineers.. I don't think so... Can this world do without astronauts? Maybe..

Think about it

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KISHORE PEGU said...

just stumbled upon your blog.
same dreams.. ha ha :-)
pilot-astronaut
football star...
what's next in line??
writer??